StoltMamma

Älskar livet & är tacksam för att få vara här på vår jord. Stolt mamma till mina 2 älskade pojkar som färger livet i dom vackraste av färger. Även om värk en en konstant följeslagare i mitt liv,så väljer jag att göra det bästa av det som är min verklighet!

Love The Way You Lie

Kategori: Musik

[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is.
I can only tell you what it feels like.
And right now, there's a steel knife in my windpipe.
I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight.
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight.
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint.
And I love it, the more I suffer, I suffocate.
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me,
She fuckin' hates me, and I love it.
"Wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you!"
"No you ain't! Come back!"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again!
It's so insane, cause when it's goin' good, it's goin' great.
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane.
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed.
I snap, "Who's that dude? I don't even know his name."
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again.
I guess I don't know my own strength.
[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.
[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much, you can barely breathe.
When you with 'em you meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em.
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em.
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em.
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothin' to hurt 'em.
Now you're in each other's face, spewin' venom in your words when you spit 'em.
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw,
Hit 'em, throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em.
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both.
So they say it's best to go your separate ways.
Guess that they don't know ya, 'cause today, that was yesterday.
Yesterday is over, it's a different day.
Sound like broken records playin' over,
But you promised her, next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance.
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again.
Now you get to watch her leave out the window.
Guess that's why they call it window pane.
[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.
[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean.
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine.
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me.
When it comes to love you're just as blinded.
Baby please come back! It wasn't you, baby, it was me!
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems.
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though.
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk!
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball!
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the dry wall!
Next time? There won't be no next time!
I apologize, even though I know it's lies!
I'm tired of the games! I just want her back! I know I'm a liar!
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire!
Just gonna
[Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie..


.


If I Were a boy!

Kategori: Musik

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home


If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Ave Maria

Kategori: Musik

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of God go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria

I've been alone when I'm surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud?
But I still go home knowing that I've got you
There's only us when the lights go down


You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside
Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth
You are my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria, Ave Maria, Ave Maria


Bandy!

Kategori: Livet



Idag ska jag till Gustavsberg och se min lillebror "ler stort"


KALIX ÄR NU UPPE I ELITSERIEN !!!!! "LER STORT"



Det är ett tag kvar men om allt går som jag vill kan Kalix spela in sig i Elitserien den 26/2 här i Stockholm.
Då måste vi all vara på plats i Gustavsberg för att återupplev Tranås för några år sedan!




Lillebror i målet "ler" !


"Stolt Storasyster"

Footprints In The Sand

Kategori: Musik

Leona Lewis - Footprints In The Sand


You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I’m going

You walked with me

When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

And just when I

I thought I’d lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That’s when I heard you say

I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I’ll carry you

When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints in the sand
When I’m weary
Well I know you’ll be there
Cause I can feel you
When you say

I promise you

I’m always there
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
Oh, I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints in the sand



When your heart is full of sadness and despair

I’ll carry you
When you need a friend

I promise you

I’m always there
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints
In the sand


Listen

Kategori: Musik

Beyonce - Listen




Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own



Klippet nedan låten!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y4gimHC7fKs

Little girl!

Kategori: Musik

Madonna - Promise To Try


"Promise To Try"

Little girl don't you forget her face
Laughing away your tears
When she was the one who felt all the pain

Little girl never forget her eyes

Keep them alive inside
I promise to try -- it's not the same

Keep your head held high -- ride like the wind

Never look behind, life isn't fair
That's what you said, so I try not to care

Little girl don't run away so fast

I think you forgot to kiss -- kiss her goodbye

Will she see me cry when I stumble and fall

Does she hear my voice in the night when I call
Wipe away all your tears, it's gonna be all right

I fought to be so strong, I guess you knew

I was afraid you'd go away, too

Little girl you've got to forget the past

And learn to forgive me
I promise to try -- but it feels like a lie

Don't let memory play games with your mind

She's a faded smile frozen in time
I'm still hanging on -- but I'm doing it wrong
Can't kiss her goodbye -- but I promise to try












Klippet nedan låten

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsHqoD5D8Qo&feature=related


/Anette



Världens finaste!

Kategori: Min Alexander




Alexander Joakim Hellman

När mitt hjärta föddes den 11 augusti år 2000 vägde han 3600g och var hela 51cm lång "ler"
Det är den lyckligaste dagen i mitt liv!
Min son är 10år nu,börjar bli stor mitt hjärta!


Tiden går så fort,varje dag med min trollunge är lycka "ler stort"



/Alexanders Mamma <3





Klippet nedan Celine Dion-My precious one!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbJcqu4ePB8

Alexander gillar starkt att åka Gokart "ler"

Kategori: Min Alexander






Grekland resan!

Kategori: Resor























En underbar vecka "ler stort"





Program jag gillar!

Kategori: Intressen






















Alexander du är så oerhört älskad!

Kategori: Min Alexander

"Det finns en kärlek
som intill döden
står oförändrad
i alla öden
som likt Guds ängel
oss övervakar
och fordrar intet,
men allt försakar
På denna jorden
finns endast en
en Moders kärlek"




Mamma och son "ler stort"



Alexander

Att vara din mamma är det bästa som hänt mig!

Finns inget så underbart och vackert som du älskade Alexander!

Din Mamma




Alexander ritat till mig "ler stort"



Klipet nedan värmer så oerhört!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9TSxaDwd2I

Känslor!

Kategori: Livet

Justin Bieber "Where Are You Now"

Justin Bieber  "Down To Earth"




Kramar

Maria Montazami

Kategori: Intressen






En blogg jag följer!

http://blogg.amelia.se/maria-montazami/


Så oerhört härlig människa!
Anledningen varför man titta på Svenska Hollywoodfruar!



/Anette


Our Deepest Fear!

Kategori: Dikter

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.


Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.


It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.


 

Your playing small does not serve the world.


There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.


We are all meant to shine, as children do.


It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.


And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.


As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.










Klipet nedan är från filmen "Coach Carter"


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ybt8wXIahQU&feature=related


Kramar Anette

Bröllop

Kategori: Kärleken










I sommras var jag en av många att se på Victorias och Daniels bröllop!
Gud så vackert det var,man blev alldeles rörd!


Klipet nedan Daniels tal till Victoria!
Och Olle Westlings tal!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2g7g8SwzejY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlIHGKbYFCI&NR=1


Så fin låt "ler"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3BYy2TEPRQ




Kramar



Musik "ler stort" !

Kategori: Musik


Britney Spears


Ända sen tonåren har jag lyssnat på Britney!
Och jag gör det än!
Har dock aldrig haft planscher på väggen i tonårsrummet "skratt"




Britney Spears Hold It Against Me






Beyonce ,Amy Winehouse,Leona Lewis,Lois Armstrong,Bob Dylan,Ulf Lundell,The Dubliners,Totta Näslund,Mark Knopfler,Johny Cash,Ray Charles,Nina Simone,Kenta,Jeff Buckley,Lars Winnerbäck,
Jay-Z,Rihanna,Steve Earle,
Björn Nilsson,Highway 61 Revisited,Nedine Blom,Elvis,Ozzy Osbourne,
Mickael Jacksson,Emmylou,Jakob Hellman,Jimmy Cliff,Agnes,Björn Skifs,Eric Clapton















Britney Spears - My Prerogati

Britney

Britney Spears - I'm A Slave 4 U

Spears - I'm A Slave 4 U

Britney Spears - I'm A Sl

Älska glömma & Förlåta

Kategori: Dikter


Älska glömma & Förlåta
Det är Livets stora Gåta
Den som älskat kan ej glömma
Den som Glömt ej Älskat har
Den som Älskade och Glömde
visste ej vad Kärlek var!





With me always!

Kategori: Vänskap





i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


Edward Estlin Cummings

Älskade Farfar

Kategori: Släkten



Farfar


När pappas far blir farfar
han byter generation.
Nu blir han så central
för ännu en person.

Hans stora hand känns trygg
på småbarnspromenad.
Och om man blivit ledsen
kan farfar få en glad.

Han minns sin bardoms lek
som om det var igår.
Att barn vill göra hyss
är sånt han förstår.

Så gott det känns att han
vill hålla lite koll
-att farfar står så nära
fast han finns på håll.


Älskar dig Farfar! Saknar dig oerhört!
Du är i mina tankar älskade du!

/Anette

Älskade barn!

Kategori: Min Alexander

Min älskade Alexander!
Alexander

Mammas hjärta!

Mammas värld!Älskade lilltjorven!
Du är så fin mitt barn!

Älskar dig!




Snögubben Slim!




YouTube! Dare to be great!!!!

Kategori: Youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJw_pHGLegY

Klippet ovan är totalt klockrent ! =)

Lillebror <3

Kategori: Släkten


Älskade Lillebror
Älskade Lilllebror Björn





Lillebror och jag!






Björne i målet! Riktigt duktig!


Det man saknar mest sen man flyttade från norr är lillebror som kommer på besök! <3
Du får ta och komma till Uppsala i sommar Björne! <3





Growing up, we played and fought,
talked and laughed.
Beyond the fun and games,
beyond the battles we waged,
we found in each other
unending support
and a lifelong friend.
Through thick and thin,
and difficult times,
we emerged together as one,
protecting each other
from the world.
I know that if either of us
ever need anything,
we can count on the other
to give our all
and help in every way possible.

Perhaps words are not always
necessary in our relationship,
because we both know what's there.
But today I want to take the time
to remind you how much I really care
and thank you for all
that you have been to me.
I could never ask for, want,
or need a better brother,
because I have the best in you.


Många kramar från Storasyster






http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yX39J_YyKbs&feature=related

Jag blir alltid att tänka på min älskade lillebror "ler stort" när jag är inne på ovanstående klipp!
Riktigt stolt storasyster är man!


Borlänge i mitt hjärta!

Kategori: Mina ord!




Min Kropp!

Kategori: Livet


Leva i nuet.....



Mammas hjärta är sjuk idag!

Kategori: Min Alexander

Alexander är sjuk idag,är förskyld och har feber!
Är inte ofta min trollunge är sjuk!
Man kan räkna det på en hand sen mammas hjärta var bebis!
Har iof allergin som spökar varje sommar.

Mitt hjärta kan ju inte ha pälsdjur såklart,så vi har skaffat fiskar ist!
Alexander är väldgt förtjust i fiskarna!
Alexander fick en till fisk av farmor när dom var här sist!
Var väldigt trevligt med besök,alltid välkommet!
Pappa ni får ta och komma i sommar också "ler"
Skulle vara mycket roligt!

Har myst med mammas hjärta sen han kom hem från skolan!
Nu börjar han bli lite piggare, så har satt sig vid datan och ritar lite!




Nä nu måste jag styra mig själv till soffan och min älskade lilla son!
Mina ben och ryggen spelar banjo mest hela tiden!
Så sitta upp funkar inte mer idag!


Kramar

Älskade Alexander

Kategori: Min Alexander

Jag och mitt älskade barn! =)

Jag och min älskade Alexander!





Alexander
Alexander är ett manligt förnamn av grekiskt ursprung (Aléxandros), bildat av två ord som betyder "försvarare" och "man", det vill säga ungefär männens försvarare.
Namnsdagen är 12 december tillsammans med Alexis. Alexandros är det grekiska namnet för Alexander.

Anette
Kvinnonamnet Anette eller Annette är en fransk diminutiv form av Anna d.v.s. ungefär "lilla Anna".
Betydelsen är "nåd" eller "den benådade".
Äldsta belägg i Sverige, ca 1765.
Namnet var mycket vanligt under 1950-talet 50- och 1960-talet 60-talen.
Vanligaste stavningen är med ett "n".
Namnsdag: 9 september.







Älskade Alexander!

Kategori: Min Alexander

Alexander
Min son jag älskar dig så ♥
Finns inget bättre än att vara din mamma älskade lilla du!


Krama mig ofta så blir jag glad och trygg,
låt mig känna mig älskad även om jag varit stygg.
Stå fast, ni som är vuxna, trots mina prövningar och test,
för även om jag klagar är ni ändå bäst.
Visa mig i handling vad respekt är för någonting,
lär mig se det vackra i världen runt omkring.
Tala om att jag duger just precis som jag är
och låt mig höra ofta att jag är er väldigt kär.
Låt vårt hem vara ett ställe där tolerans och kärlek bor
och kom ihåg att man kan leka även om man blivit stor!



Det STÖRSTA i livet är kärleken!

För mig är min son den största kärleken som finns!
Jag födde dig älskade du!Du kom ifrån mig raring!

Och i hela mitt liv ska jag älska just dig Alexander!


Du är LYCKA älskade Alexander Hellman



Mammas hjärta!Mammas trollunge

 

Alexander när han var bebis =)

Min son när han var liten "ler stort"

 

Mamma och son =)

 

Min son Alexander "ler stort"

 


 

Mina tankar!

Kategori: Mina ord!

Livet sitter inte i hur andra betraktar lycka och framgång!
Det sitter i hur man själv ser och lever sitt liv!
För det är ju trots alt ens egna liv man lever,och det kommer inte i repris!

//Anette


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oCCnxBos10

Blogg!

Kategori: Mina ord!

Välkommen till min nya blogg!

Kategori: Anette